Wednesday, February 3, 2016

rainbow bridge

The sense of loss really never goes away but the pain does. It's been six days and I can still hear you and smell you. But I can't feel you anymore, you must've crossed the rainbow bridge. I'm still angry that your gone, I can't seem to get over it. You being gone was a hard hit to take and for whatever reason it has happened. Daddy and me cry for you every day though we know it won't bring you back.

We just miss you so much and one day we'll see you again.

Our little angel boy.

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

"Every new day is another chance to change your life."

The 20th day of 2016,..

And here I sit sipping my coffee and eating a piece of pan dulce, it's a little thing I do.
I can't even say how many times I've started over this post, The truth is my mind goes into a thousand different directions and by the time I know it I close my laptop and wait for inspiration.

Though inspiration never comes.

How do you handle the ups and downs of life? How do you turn a bad thing into a good thing? How do you suddenly finish one thing and start another? These are all things I think about and absolutely not to come off as Ms. Debbie Downer, I think of good things as well. But as of lately things are somewhat upside down. And while it's a little upsetting it only makes me more eager to do better.

Better as in work smarter not harder.
WORK SMARTER NOT HARDER

Getting married was probably one of the most scariest things I've done to date and yet I feel like myself more than ever. Everything I've ever dreamed of I want to do now as in right at this moment. Of course I've had goals and dreams like I want to travel the world, I want a beautiful house, a luxury suv. I'm aware this all takes time but now I want it even more than I did before. And I want it most with my husband. 
Too much too ask?? ;)

I don't know what it is I can't explain it, but this year will be different. There are too many adventures I want to experience and it won't happen if I'm just sitting back letting the clouds go by.

With all of this being said, I encourage you to do the same. Be unapologetic by working smarter not harder. Dream the biggest dreams and go for what makes you happy. If there is anything going wrong just know that things have to hit rock bottom before they can shoot to the stars. This is OUR YEAR! We can do anything we set our minds to.

The good times will come and the dark will fade to light.